Just Writting

mmm..just wanna write. i have a few things on my mind. well the most important thing that i have been thinking about is my mom and devin. i swear for these two peole to be the two peole i love the most they give me the most grief. lmaooo. its like they hurt me the most. smh. i just need to get out of town for a while. the other day devin told me that his mom was mad at me because if u remember a while back i was having problems with showing him affection. and when he would come to them to talk about it i would kindda laugh. she thought i was laughing at the fact that i didnt show him affection. that wasnt why i would laugh. to be honest i dont know WHY i would laugh! i would just do it. i didnt think me laughing would cause a fuckin problem. well anyway she got mad at me because she thinks i was laughing at the fact that i didnt show him affection. im like WHY get mad over that??? whats the point?? i dont know. it just annoyed me. its like even when i'm not doing anything she mad at me. and drawing the WRONG fuckin conclusions. shit pisses me off. then she was irritated because she feels like i only let poots come over if i am there. and thats just not true. i'm like "You never asked nither!!" shit pisses me off!