Poots Sits up

this weekend she's been sitting up on her own!! after a while she'll fall over. loool. but the point is she's sitting up now!! b4 i know it she wont be falling over. she goes from 0-60 in no time. its like just thursday night she was falling over but on friday morning devin was holding her in his lap and said "keshai! look she's sitting up on her own! i'm not holding her up!" and saturday she was sitting up on the bed. i'm so proud of her. she growing and developing so nicely. i say this and portray this to her but in my heart i really wish she'd stop. lol. i dont want her grow up at all , let alone do dang fast. she's my poots. i just wish i could keep her small and under my wing forever. and with every new feat i picture her growing and not needing me. lol. no, i wont focuse on that. because although she may not always NEED, she will always WANT me and keep me close to her. mmm....i think about people who grow up and barely call their mothers, or talk to them.or worse yet put them in nursing homes to die and never visit them. mmmm..if things ever got to the point that i absolutly HAD to put my mother in a home i would visit her daily. i promise. i understand that not everyone can care for thier elderly parents cause, shit ,by the time most parents are elderly. thier children are damn near elderly themselves. lmaoooo. i just want us to stay close no matter what. sometimes i dont think children realize how much thier parents love them. i know i didnt know til poots came along.