i am TRYING! its so hard! getting my physical self in line with my natural and spiritual self has been no easy feat. trying to attend my meetings, quit smoking (i did good today, no cigs)ect. u know. quitting all the self destructive things we do. i want to live:
i want it for poots. she deserves it. i pray everyday for strength. this weekend i will attempt these things and write how i did when i return to work sunday night.