This was the day i  fell so deeply in love with a person.   i never thought i'd feel this way for someone i'v never even met before, never kissed, or held. Frm the moment i saw the double pink lines.
I had been feeling quite "weird" and since my  monthly cycle has never been late, skipped, or sketchy ( it's never done anything weird but come lol) my inner intuitions had already spoken to me.  I must  admitt that i never prayed  to not be pregnant.  I just prayed for general things concerning a pregnancy.
I took the test. Two colored lines appear. WOW!  Where do I from here? All of a sudden I feel complete. Like a REAL WOMEN. I have something/ someone to live for, die for, breathe for. Nothing eles matters  to me. Noone eles matters  to me. I have to be strong, I know i have to be a soldier to raise a soldier, rather it be male or female.  All I want is to touch my baby. All I do is cry. Cry because i have chosen to help perform a miracle inside of me. I have soo much work ahead of me. So much preperation.
 
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