I Will Be 25 In 11 mos

i want to do something with my life, with my youth. i feel that time is quickly fading away. i am almost 25 years old. that is almost 30. and there is no way i want to be struggling at 30, struggling when poots starts school. i want to be working less days and making good money by the time she is in school and b4 i am 30. i feel discouraged because i could/ should be doing so much more with my time and life. accomplishing career goals and spiritual goals. i mean, i am deffinately accomplishing my spiritual goals and on a good road towards that but i am not accomplishing my career goals. i dont even KNOW what i want to do. like FOR REAL , FOR SURE