Monday, June 8, 2009

The Hardest Part Of Being A Parent

is nont being able to protect your children from pain and hurt. i was just thinking about my poots. and nthinking about today. today she had a bad day. lol. poor thing. she stayed in trouble. you tell her to not do somehing and she continues to do it, til i have to get up and pop her thighs. we have been readingn more, and going out more during the week and having fun in the house. lol. but then there are days where the KID in her lol.. REALLY just comes out. and she is hard headed. its like that NATURAL desire to do wrong in humans, is so evident. lol. if she thinks she can get away with doing something and i not see her, she will TRY. but thats HUMANS. if a GROWN adults thinks he can do something ad nget away with it the they will. its that NATURAL desire to do wrong as oppsed to right. lol. thats why parents, and mentors have to work SOOOO hard at rearing children, and molding them into good human beingns because you have to work against a natural inclination. i'll tell her, notn to climb on the steps because she may hurt herself and she'll do it anyway, so i'll pop her thinghs and she'll stop...til im not looking and try it again and ill pop her thighs again. eventually she'll stop, but thats just it , its EVENTUAL. it takes a few times. and i dontn mind CONSTANTLY diciplining her , i mean....thats my job, im a parent. but her persistance really worries me. what if i dont adjust that persistance and natural innclinatnion to do wrong in time?? what if shes a teenager and wants to be sneaky n shit. all i can do is TRY my HARDEST, STAY CONSISTANT with dicipline and pray , pray, pray. my fear is that it may get her hurt one day. i hope she listens to me, when she gets older. i love her, and never want to see her suffer the consequences of wrong doing. i know all about consequences.

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