THis weekend was GREAT

i had the best weekend with my poots. that one on one time is the BEST. this weekend devins best friend was in from out of town so they pretty much spent it together. there was some drama between devin and i on thursday but thats to be left alone. i do really see him changing for the better. and i greatly appreciate it. and its not even that he is TERRIBLE, just some things need to change. some immaturity problems and all. so today i learned to SPEAK things into existance. since we were created in the image of god and while we are not as powerful as he is, we have certain traits he does. while he was creating the universe, the bible says tha he SPOKE and things came into existance. meaning, god "walked" into darkness and say "let there be light" and light came about. so the idea is that the same can be said of us. if we , instead of CONSTANTLY speaking to our mates, with no chnage in thier behavior, just take it to Jehovah in prayer and speak things that bother us into existance, then it will come to fruation. ex: your mate leaves his stuff all over the house, your relationship is just not what it needs to be ect. INSTEAD of constantly talking to him (because men are not built to talk...lol) we say aloud "jehovah please let him pick up his stuff" "he WILL take the trashout without me asking" and take to god in prayer then it will happen. he will change. i'll give it a try. i believe in it.
but yesturday i did sooo much with poots. and i was able to accomplish so much. i paid the BGE bill. which i didnt think i would be able to, but i know jehovah made it possible. i got a oil change. had breakfast with poots, and cleaned my ENTIRE house. but today i am so sore. lol. today we had dinner at ms. paula's house.
in my life right now, i am working on moving past people, meaning i am working ERNESTLY at not allowing people to have the power to control my mood, my happiness, or add drama to my life. i pray and talk to jehovah mainly. i need to work on more affirmations like "i am going to my place of worship" "i am accomplishing my goals" "i am at peace and happy" "i am rely on you jehovah" and "i praise you my heavenly father"