Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Just Writting

You know, when a women is PMS'ing it is REALLY a worping thing. and what i mean by worping is that it takes you through a loop, and really changes things. dont get me wrong. i LOVE being a women, and i dont HATE that we get our cycles and things, because with a cyle comes the ability to have beautiful babies. but i just wish it didnt have to hurt so damn bad. i mean, not only does it hurt physically, but your emotions are through the roof. well at least mine are.and it has been 10 x's worse since it came back after the baby. i enjoyed clear skin, and no mood swings for almost two years. but then...the inevitable. the best thing about not having my cycle for almost 2 years was that after my ENTIRE life (basically, starting at 11) of having bad skin from my cyles it was FINALLY starting to get clear. and now thats out the window.
when poots gets her first cycle i'll make sure to take good care of her. and ggive her a healthy view of it. so that she sees the beauty in it. and the happiness that can come from it. i just hope she doesnt have to endure the amount of pain i had to.
last week i was so PMS'y i didnt even want to do my bible reading. i am soo behind. but its the beginning of the month and i am moving on to EXODUS.

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