juat writting

today i took poots to the park and read to her. she has moved on FINALLY from her starter dvd on YOUR BABY CAN READ to volume 1 DVD. we had fun at the park. lol. i put her sweater on, and packed snacks. i just dont have a camera right now. i miss not being able to take picturedof her. i will get one this weekend from walmart. speaking of this weekend. guess whats comming up this friday.....my 24th birthday. i feel good to have come to this point in my life. but i feel so far from where i need to be. yes i had a BEAUTIFUL baby this past year, but personally i feel unfufuilled. i will feel so much better once i start school and finnish it. once i get reinstated. i feel like i have wasted my entire youth on laziness and stupidity. i hope friday isnt a day of regret and depression.