Wednesday, September 17, 2008

IT'S LATER AFTER POOTS IN THE EMERGENCY ROOM

POOTS IS FINALLY SLEEP AND I STILL FEEL SO SAD INSIDE BUT A LOT MORE CALM. THE DR SAID SHE WAS FINE. BUT I WANTED HER TO HAVE A CAT SCAN OR SOMETHING FOR INTERNAL BRAIN INJURIES. INSTEAD THEY CHECKED HER PHYSICALLY AND CHECKED HER BEHAVIOR. THIS SILLY GOOSE ALL SMILING AND LAUGHING IN PEOPLE'S FACE. LMAOOOO. I WAS SO HAPPY SHE WAS. WE FOUND WERE THE BLOOD WAS COMMING FROM. THE INSIDE OF HER TOP LIP. YOU KNOW THAT THIN PIECE OF SKIN THAT CONNECTS THE TOP LIP TO THE GUM? WELL SHE HIT THAT. MMMM....POOR POOR BABY. I KNOW THAT HURTT!!!
BUT DO U WANT TO KNOW THE WORST FEELING? WHEN YOU FEAR SOMETHING HAPPENING TO YOUR CHILD. I USED TO SAY TO MYSELF ALL THE TIME "MMM I SURE DON'T EVER WANT HER TO FALL OFF THE BED . THAT WOULD HURT" I ALWAYS KEPT A CLOSE EYE ON HER FOR FEAR SHE WOULD FALLL. THEN THE FEAR BECAME A REALITY. AND I FEEL I SHOULD HAVE KEPT A WATCHFUL EYE . THE WORST FEELING IS FEELING LIKE I COULD HAVE AVOIDED HER DOING THE ONE THING I ABSOLUTLY DID NOT WANT HER TO DO. FALL.

3 comments:

Jessica Dee said...

I'm glad your babygirl is doing alright! Accidents happen, you'll get used to hit! My little girl fell off a chair and almost bit her lip off it was sooo gross @.@ I remember getting into accidents when I was younger too. It just happens but atleast she's alright ;]

MyLoveMyLife said...

Thank you. Aughhhhh! I was a wreck. I feel better today. Thank u 4 the encouragment.

ishereal said...

Poor Poor Poots :( *I am glad she is okay*