is there a limit to revolution (pt2)

i copy pated bits and pieces of a convo i had with one of my best friends. and she is a beautiful women and mother. she fights for her cause and belives in it whole hertedly. i love that about my friends. the majority of them are VERY pro black and fight for the revolution and betterment of black people. but where do i fall into all of this. there is one of me that feels i TOTALLY agree with her and agree with the fact that black people do need to have a change and that change starts with us, but there is another of me that feels i am a mother and that change starts with THEM. lol. am i wrong for not wanting to get "too dirty" in our fight. is MY fight less intense because i choose to battle from the homefront? and start with my seed? i personally feel my fight is just as intense because i am rearing a young women, i am molding her thinking into that of a revolutionary. so that while she is young and childless she is BRAVE and fights for her people. and stands up againstblack violence, against assimination and ect...UNTIL she has a child of her own. i feel at that point....THATS when a different type of fight has to begin. hmmm..idk, im a bit confussed. because at the same time i feel like people are so mean and turn coat and u do all this shit for them and they turn thier backs on u. but then there are the FEW people that what u did matters to. and i guess thats all that really matters. what do u think?