To be honest lately i havnt done ANYTHING apiritually.i havnt read my bible, hardly pray and i havnt been to my meetings. idk whats wrong with me. i know its what i need to do...but is it just me or does it seem that the more i do these things the MORE hectic and out of control my life is and the more i go through emotionally?? i dont like that feeling. HONESTLY....the results when i am doing these things isnt peace and contentment..but tears and emotional unease. i know it is healthy. i know that its kind of like when you do a detox and rid you body of all the toxins through fasting, and colon cleanse its a uncomfortable process. the detox takes a lot of you, you may have bad dreams, hunger pains ect..but its the body ridding itself of these bad things. and thats what its like when i am on my spiritual rutine. its like, because the bible reveals things that are wrong in your life, relationships, personality...it hurts to face these things..it hurts EVEN WORSE to get rid of them (when u dont want to)it hurts to think DEEPLY on a matter when you DONT want to.
I thought spirituality was suppose to soothe those fears, dislikes and
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