last week i took the curly weave down

I MUST SAY THAT WAS MY FAVORITE DO IN A LONG TIME. AND I WAS RELUCTANT TO TAKE IT DOWN. BUT IT WAS 3 1/2 WEEKS OLD AND I NEEDED TO GET SOMETHING THAT WOULD LAST ME A WHILE. BEINGS THOUGH I KNEW I WOULDNT BE HAVING ANY MONEY COMMING IN TO GET MY HAIR DONE ANY TIME SOON. I DECIDED ON MICRO MINI BRAIDS. THIS IS THE STYLE IM WEARING IT IN NOW. ITS MY TAKE ON THIS

VIDEO: POOTS SIPPED FROM A STRAW!!

OMG!! i go to New York for three days and when i get back she looks bigger and can sip from a straw!! OMG it is WONDERFUL! i love her. it is soooo cute. i cant believe it. well i havnt recorded it yet so i will leave you with this video of her trying to get up on the coach. lmaoooo. lol.

MORE PICS FROM NEWYORK

Trip To BROOKLYN NEW YORK

it was fun. but i think the next time i go i will go alone. i will have sooo much more fun if it is just me and sam. and not me sam and two other people. i mean, devin was fun, he was great. but still. idk. here is a short video of us at ihop in Manhattan lol. fun timesi love the people of New York. The way they dress, and seem. i mean not that they are NICCEEE, but i think its the mood. idk what the hell it is i just like it. lol

The "JOHN Q" in me

i am sitting here watching this movie. JOHN Q. i have seen it before. But as i am watching it again , it is SOOO much more powerful and touching NOW that i am a parent. There was a scene, where he was willing to kill himself so that his son could have his heart. He said "my son will bury me! i will NOT bury my son!" As a parent i couldnt fatham EVER burying my daughter. HOw does a parent get through the death of a child?

Drama as Usual

i am so tired of it. Dont i say that EVERYTIME there is drama? So anyway, Devin losthis job again. Due to no fault of his own.i have been reluctant to tell ANYONE. As a matter of a fact i HAVNT told a SOUL. kindda dealing with shit alone. this is a piece of a convo i had with my friend Sam.

soul_frodisiac: and I"LL be wrong
soul_frodisiac: and my mom is on my nerves
soul_frodisiac: my job is on my nerves
soul_frodisiac: yo EVERYTHING
amethystine225: uhoh
amethystine225: we should go to a gym
soul_frodisiac: yo my life is EVERYTHING wrong ALL the time
soul_frodisiac: i dont understand for real
soul_frodisiac: right
soul_frodisiac: there is no reason i cant go in the am
amethystine225: u shouldnt say that
amethystine225: the universe is listening
amethystine225: whatever u say
amethystine225: u get
amethystine225: say
amethystine225: my life is great all the time
amethystine225: instead
amethystine225: n try to believe it
soul_frodisiac: mmmmm
soul_frodisiac: tru
soul_frodisiac: u so sweet
amethystine225: i try

I hate feeling this way. Devin lost his job, i havnt been keeping with my goals, my Boss is acting like a dick suddenly. idk WHAT his problem is. im struggling to pay the gas and electric, put gas in the car, and food on the table. til devin finds a job i gotta hold that shit down myself. my mom told me "it seems like u LIKE being disfellowshipped" and "Everything that i have ever done for u has back fired on me" and "i wish u would just find another job so i dont have to deal with you!" Devin always saying shit.i always angry. there are times i just wanna run away with poots and be gone for like 6 weeks or some dumb ass shit. iunno.

but on the plus side. i got my phone i wanted!! it is soooo cool. and i will be paying for school. things will get better

Curly Weave after TWO WEEKS

Its still lookin good. i am thinking of taking it down to get some braids, or spring twist. but i have two more weeks to go and i sorta dont wanna be wastful. i like it too. but idk. i may go this friday and get my spring twist.