with only 8 days to go

feel incredibly anxious, and emotional. For some reason i'm more clingy. lol. I dont want to be alone. I want to be home cleaning and preparing. i know that the next few days will cal for me having to be brave. i am worried thinking that i will somehow miss the start of my labor which is so important to me because of the Group B strep bacteria. That has me worried. It's important for me to get to the hospital in the beginning of my labor so that i can get antibiotics during my labor. i just wonder when it's more likely for me to go into labor. do women usually do it when they are asleep and thier bodies are relaxed, or when they're up and walking arpund. i dont think i will sleep on Tuesday or any day that follows thats she's not here. i wonder what mood my dr. will be in when i'm in labor. if she will be sleepy and cranky or if she'll understand that i am in pain. i know she's delivered so many babies i have only seen her in the office setting. hmm