BABY SHOWER

I FEEL SO HURT ABOUT IT. I ALMOST DONT WANT TO HAVE ONE. JUST BECAUSE I KNOW NONE OF MY FRIENDS AND FA,ILY WILL BE THERE. JUST HIS. I WILL BE THERE FEELING SOO UNCOMFORTABLE. I KNOW MY COUSIN CHANEL WILL COME BUT EVERYONE ELES IS TENETIVE. I AM NOT SURE ABOUT. THAT HURTS. THIS WHOLE EXPERINEC HAS BEEN ONE ANNOYING THING AFTER ANOTHER. I CANT HELP BUT FEEL THAT IT WILL ONLY GET WORSE AFTER MY KIRA KAT IS BORN.